Cancer

Is a class of diseases in which a group of cells display uncontrolled growth (division beyond the normal limits), invasion (intrusion on and destruction of adjacent tissues), and sometimes metastasis (spread to other locations in the body via lymph or blood). These three malignant properties of cancers differentiate them from benign tumors, which are self-limited, and do not invade or metastasize. Most cancers form a tumor but some, like leukemia, do not. The branch of medicine concerned with the study, diagnosis, treatment, and prevention of cancer is oncology [wikipedia:http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cancer].

Having such disease can be cured by miracle. Some do survive but almost all died. Anyone could be prone to such but no one can escape one's they have this deadly disease. It's very lethal and it's worst than AIDS. Medicines are highly expensive, if you can't afford, you can't live long. It changes your mood from time to time. It can endure a lot of pain and distress. Pitifully you can't control the pain. It sometimes strike in the middle of the night and sometimes makes you feel very very uneasy. Minimal chances of living. Grief really embowers you to pull yourself down.

Living it with pain comes to a realization that you are almost dying. Preferences, it's better to die than to live. Painfully it can really affect your psychological, emotional and intellectual capabilities. What you can do is to cry out loud and you can really escape the pain.

Seeing such condition day by day can lead your mind thinking that GOD is not there. In contrary, all of this has it's purpose. God might be given us such illness to test our faith. If you can endure the pain his there ready to walk you to the path of righteousness and to his kingdom.

It's really hard to accept, reality bites.